2008

Another restless year for me. wave my final goodbye to 2008 and say hellooo to 2009 soon!

when i see the clock, time is always ticking away.
when i look at the digital clock, time is flashing away.

In just a blink of eye, everything is a past.

things we had done,
crazy stunts we made,
silly jokes we said,
harsh comments given,
bitter-sweet moments shared,
tears being cried,
jumping all around,
dancing and playing together,
experienced new things,
embarassed ourselves just to have fun,
sharing our past and present.

i will always remember memories of us.
have a good laugh whenever i think of it.
hope you all feel the same...
think of me and think of joyous time we had been through.
i bet i did make u laugh, at least once, right? *wink*
if not, it is not SHIRLEY lor. lols
so, remember the smiling me ar..
*whispering*
if i got any ugly look, pls, remember it too!
cuz u not gonna see that so often also..
if you see that, means you are so so lucky! muahahha

if we have another chance to hang out,
treasure it.
we might have the opportunity to repeat things we did,
might not, too.
cuz i don't know if time will bring us apart.
time will tell..
sooner or later, we will know..

evil shirley on the run.

this christmas... it's special in some unique way. cuz i got different point of view on christmas by now.

it's going to be a long post. so, just kindly move your cursor to click the red button on the upper right hand corner if you don't like what you are reading. it's my blog and i am going to blog what i want, what i like, what i love, what i hate, what i think.

well, this christmas is different from the time i used to spent with my sisters; hanging all the socks so that santa would put presents in it or behave extremely good so santa would notice me and gimme a present for my good behaviour. it's my childhood memories that makes me smile each time i remember the days. and it never fails.

this year, i am so mean. so evil. so wicked. *kekeke* now only i realised that santa does exist only when you are bad enough. yeap! i've decided to be evil for every christmas to come.

santa just loves evil kids. and i am one of them. too many kids behave extremely good, so i think i should be bad so santa would notice me and try to change me into a good kid by touching my heart, giving me a present. lol. this is just so true. so, no more miss goody shirley for the next christmas to come! yayyyyyhhh!

first i got this present from the most-amazingly-beautiful-gal-in-the universe, alice. *hey, need to say something good or else i wont get another present next year, not to mention on my b'day* i tot it is a pig at my first glance, then it turn out to be a hippo! but i love it! i even named it already! it's called hippopo! i wanna buy a male hippo and name it hippapa. if i dun have my little moo-moo and mek-mek to hug when i sleep, i would have hug hippopo instead. lol

my hippopo!

then i got this present from the cutest-guy-in-the-galaxy, ray. *see, i told you santa gonna like bad kids* it's a musical box that i plan to buy it for myself but i end up buying it as christmas present for alice. owwwhh.. now i got it too! life is so unexpected. the difference is, i got my sis the one with pink crystal but he bought me the one with blue crystal. but he kept complain that i din get anything for him. i will. lols. sooner or later. hahha

the present i get! nice isn't?

the present i bought for my sis.

the punky-evil-devil christine bought me a purple crystal bracelete! i told her i want it when she mms me and let me see it. i just love crystal! but i wouldn't have tot that i would receive it during christmas.. tat's so sweet of you, honey! "sweet honey", you got your name going! lol..

it's so pretty! i will treasure it~ muahaha

And the last present i get is during christmas exchange present with my friends. there're only the 5 of us playing this game and their famous name are; song, sze, garry and casper. i bought a photo frame to exchange and i got myself a photo frame back. hehehe. but i like it~ i like every present they bought! i want to have it all! sniff sniff.. so next time, i just have to buy present for each of them and exchange it with them so i can get all of it! i am so smart! ngek ngek ngek. santa knows just how bad i can be but he still loves me for who i am!

but now i'm figuring what photo should i be putting. there're 8 spaces on the photo frame. written on the photo frame is "circle of friends" and "love is what binds us together..." by COLOSSIANS 3:14. how true. love binds me with my food. heheh. who wanna have their pictures in that space, gimme ur photo [width= 4.3cm and height= 4.3cm], and i'll put ur photo. i am beginning to feel that i get smarter with each day passing by. LOL. i don't even need to think of whose photo to put or have the trouble cutting it out to put it. brilliant me.

this is so nice!

connie, where's my present? i wait u bring it back from uk o.. I AM WAITING~~ hohoho.. jkjk.. when you are happy there, it's the best present i did wish for. so, have a good time!

Now, for the way i spent my christmas eve and christmas.

christmas eve. i am so sorry that i ruined our christmas eve dinner, song n sze. but i just have stuff to do. we'll do it next time,k? i promise.

but we manage to "lim teh" at citrus. i love the milkshake there and sherperd pie. i think garry like the milkshake more than me cuz he gobbled up 2 glass of vanilla milkshake. the paintings hanging on the wall are just so lovely and remarkably beautiful. i am going to break in to their shop one day and steal the paintings. who's with me??! below was one of my fav paintings in the shop.

we went to see the christmas tree near boulevard. it's so magnificent and wonderfully decorated. love it. love it. love it. i wanna bring it home. i wanna bring it home. i wanna bring it home.


casper told me that when the clock strikes 12 on christmas and u kiss the person of ur dream under the missle toe, u'll be together forever. lalala.. lalala.. lalala.. i dun believe. i feel i am beginning to get a little more mature. a happy ending story is just a story until u make it come true. so, prove it instead.. lols.. for now, i believe a promise made by others for me is just a promise and it's not a contract. so u can stil break it and dun need to pay for it, say a sorry and walkaway with it. i dun really mind now. haha..

we countdown at ming cafe. darn. should be al fresco but there're just too much ppl around. well, garry wasn't satisfied when we countdown at ming cafe, cuz he like peacefulness. perhaps, not so noisy that we can hardly chat.

the next day, we went to garry's house for steamboat. this time, the 4 of us. it was song, sze, garry and me AGAIN. lol.. casper cant make it cuz he will have dinner at his aunt's house instead. anyway, he came for the exchange present and left. at first i was like, "what? steamboat for 4?", but now, i think it was fun. garry said we should do it some other time.

garry got mad in the morning during christmas. i am so sorry we ruined ur day. we never thought that you stil think that there'll be outings in the morning. so, stil owe u an apology for making u so upset. please forgive me for the delay to find u all cuz i forgot to wrap the present and forgot bring it too.. it's so lucky that sze remind me when i called her. i am so blur. everything in my brain is about food only. i totally forget about the christmas present exchange event.. blame the blur me for it but not for too long cuz i apologise already ler.. muahahah.. see the present below? song n garry got the same present wrapper ler.. [btw, garry din wrapped the present himself de.. ask ppl wrapped de.. he where got so smart.. hohoho]

the next time we have steamboat, i will buy my very own enoki mushroom earlier. hahha.. no wonder so many ppl said they think i put on a few pounds this few months. omg. just look at the food for 4 ppl then u will be shocked. i think it should be steamboat for 8 ppl. luckily garry's brother came to rescue us and help to eat some of it. hahha.. there're stil some leftovers food though. below are just part of the food.. there are stil vege and meat not taken in the photo. And a sparkling juice sponsored by garry's mum!

we did enjoyed ourselves to the fullest that night. we talked for a long time.. talking about tough stuff we went through, ppl we met and came into our lives. we managed to catch up on what's happening in each other lives so that we will stil be part of it and share something in common. i guess, tat's why we stil share the special bond of friendship after all these years.

of course, there are stil friends that i finally realised that they had gone to different part of their lives where i think i cant follow anymore. it's saddening. it makes me feel that i am invisible friends of them that only come to sight when they need someone. some of us are hi-and-goodbye friends, and some are trying so hard to find conversation. but silence took over conversation. don't ask me to find topic to say when you lost the words to say to me. the best conversation that we'll have is when it's not being try but from your heart. i used to ignore the fact that friends do have their own lives and path they would go. now i know, it's true.

so, enjoy while you can. have fun when you stil got the chance. play hard and do what you like. life is short. don't try to fit a square into a circle. it wont be lasting.

i love beach.

Going to the beach always brings sweet and unforgetable memories. there are so much memories made and shared that i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

the memories shared after every precious moments will always be stored deep down in my heart. perhaps one day i will get amnesia and forget about it, perhaps not. but now, i can stil promise you that i won't. so pray hard i wont get amnesia if you dun wan me to forget.

just bring me to the beach when i am unhappy so that i can ease my soul, be a little happier and i will make your life easier. is it me or everyone will be like tat too? i wonder.

i love going to the beach to listen to the sound of waves, feel the strong wind brushes against me or even if it's just staring at the sea, it'll give me all the calm i need at that time.

the wind seems to take away all my troubles and sorrows almost immediately. i am just so so so crazy.

the idea of going to the beach always seem so perfect; but please, not when the sun is shinning so brightly or when it's too hot. dun be silly,k?

i went to marina bay with two crazy bestie of mine today. they told me i should blog about it. but i am a little lazy. maybe they wanna see how i will blog about it.

*jeng jeng jeng*

should i post the awful pics we taken? hmmm.. i should. i shouldn't. i should. i shouldn't. I SHOULD. maybe one ugly shot from us.. muahhahah!

let me start off by pictures taken year 2006 when the three of us went to esplanade. we looked so naives back then.

above: sze and song.

above: me and sze.

above: me and song.

below are the pictures taken today at marina bay.

just now i said i should post the ugly pics of us. but i wont be posting any of it now. i changed my mind. i get tired of the damn slow line. i resize it, upload it and click done. but it wont come out.

maybe the pics are too ugly that it will cause a perfect damage to your eyes and brain; or maybe it should be kept as our secret that we can laughs when we see each others. OR MAYBE one of the reasons are; we don't want to ruin our image. *sigh. we dun have much also lar..

picture above is the seahorse light house. it's really a beauty, isn't?

my holiday.

Below are the list of what i do during this 3 months holiday;

1. eat! my favourite part.

2. sleep! one of my skill.

3. shop. til i broke. sniff sniff.

4. watch movie and drama.

5. clean my wardrobe. it's stil clean til nowww..

6. play drum. it's just so cool!

7. help my mum in the kitchen. [once a week gua.. lol]

8. baked lagsana. [yea.. i know.. a failure one.. =.=]

9. msn and facebook and friendster.

10. blogging.


what am i going to do during this few more days before my holiday end are:

1. clean my room and the living room. who wanna help? i dun mind extra helpers around.. hehhe

2. reaarange my messy stuff.

3. bully my brother til he misses me when i go back kl. lol

4. get some christmas exchange present for my friends.

5. find christmas present for my family if i can. hehhe.

6. shop! eat ice cream! hang out with friends.

7. some thinking need to be done.

8. hmmm.. nothing more wor.. have fun!


Well, the other day, while i was watching tv, i came across this news. a funny one and i don't even know if it makes any sense. some of the assumption of the extinction of dinousaurs are:-

1. some how related to meteorites. collision of meteorite with earth.

2. severe cooling.

3. ocean current changes.

4. increasing of the gravity made the ability of blood system of these animals decreased gradually.

5. FARTING.


I think all the theories above make sense to me and i heard it before... but farting? it made me laughed so hard. it was my first time to encounter this kind of assumption. so, since i am so free, i goggled it and i found out, there's possibility.. *shocking* omg.. below are the discussion that had been posted out.


Q: A very dumb dinosaur question: I've heard about a very strange and funny dinosaur extinction theory. It says that the dinosaurs became extinct because they farted too much. Did the dinosaurs really fart (a big sauropod fart or a T.Rex fart must have been stink to high heaven :) ) and is it really possible that this has caused a climatic change milions of years ago that killed the dinosaurs or is it just a dumb joke? from Bastiaan K., Netherlands; June 11, 1998

A: There is speculation that the large plant-eaters (like the huge ankylosaurs and sauropods) may have had fermentation compartments in their guts in order to help in the digestion of the enormous amounts of tough plant material they needed to eat every day. If so, they would have produced a lot of gaseous by-products, like methane, which could have contributed to atmospheric warming if present in large enough amounts. Whether or not this was a large factor in the catastrophic K-T mass extinction is doubtful.

[above discussion were taken from http://www.enchantedlearning.com/subjects/dinosaurs/questions/Qns98June.shtml]

but i stil think other assumptions [except farting], make more sense to me.. lol..

Brunei

i should have post this a long time ago. but i didn't. i'm just too lazy. it was a trip to brunei with shak choon, jia chinn, yun hui and song. we went there for two days. the first day we shopped in bandar, the next day at kb. we had a really great time. there were a few times we get completely lost. well, i should say, most of the time, we are lost. the whole trip is about accidentally reached the shopping mall we never intend to stop there, then we shop there. it was fun cuz we don't really know where our next stop is. however, we managed to reach "The Mall", the shopping mall we wanted to go.

shak choon plan to go there to shop and eat. lols. end up, most of the things in the car is mine. cant lure them into buying. omg. it just isn't fair. they can lure me easily into buying things and they are so rational i cant convince them to buy anything. need to learn from them. hahha. but i just LOVE them! they way they convince me, just made me laugh harder. all the stuff was made for me. childish stuff. when will i grow a little more mature? but. but. but. i NEVER regret buying any of them. in fact, i regret NOT buying some of the things.

pictures below were taken at kb.

during our way back, unfortunately, the tyre punctured on the way back. no shop around so we gotta wait together with thousands and millions and billions and zillions of mosquitoes. but i am the lucky one cuz i din get bitten by any of it. tat's cuz i wear sport shoes + jackets + jeans + shirt. if not, the mosquitoes are going to made me donate 450ml blood.

this is the picture of where we are. middle of nowhere. hahha

anyway, we manage to get back safely.

garry, where are you?

i did mention a few days ago wad a downer i was on tat particular historical day. by now, i am starting to have fun. forgeting those idiotic people that purposely come to ruin my lovely and superb life. just go away!

eat! play! shop! have fun! and more fun!

i went out with garry and song the other day. garry suggested we go to eat ice. i was like, "wad??! When i said go dessert to eat ice-cream yesterday night, you said it was fattening and put my aeroplane. now we are going to eat ice. hump. friends." but i dun mind. lol. cuz he never promise me also. buahahha!! he's the driver that day, so we really go to eat ice, a plate of rojak and a plate of "sotong & kangkung". then we went shopping til i am broke. song need to lend me money lagi. apuuu.. i am so so broke. i need to change. i need to change. i need to start over a new leaf. i should stop using so much money. but i am glad in some way that i bought all the stuffs, both useless and useful. lol

garry said there's some sort of christmas parade at miri city fan the next day and he'll be commitee. song and i were thrilled, saying we wanna go to see. went there around 6.45pm and start looking for garry. we need more than half hour to find him. oh my gosh.. i called him but he kept telling me, "u see the bendera? then u can find me there". it was so noisy that i can barely hear him. both of us, took some photos of the parade. hahha.. enjoying the watching the parade while finding mr.garry.

song and i

the ppl taking part in parade

more ppl taking part in parade.

song and i walked the whole place but there was not even a trace of mr. garry and that flag. we called him for several times, and tat's all the info he can tell us. "find the flag?, did you see it? find me there." then for the second last attempt he called me, i told him, "yeah, i see the flag. a ppl was carrying it for a parade". song and i were so desperate that we nearly ask the guy who is taking the flag, "just now you start walking from where ar?" we know clearly that it should not be the flag he mentioned, cuz the flag he mentioned, he said it stood tall above the ground. but we just cant see it.

garry called me once again, telling me, "i am at "chung jian" [center]". WOW! At last, a new info wor!! but the music was so loud i can hardly hear him. then i told song, i think is he said "chung" [as in onion] and all we can interpret is onion = mosque. well, for those mirian, u know lar, miri city fan got a few spot showing different culture mah.. then we go to the mosque there to find him. stupiak. we realise it all too late, he mean center. then we had to walked all the way back to the center and FINALLY, we noticed the FLAG, which is not so tall afterall. haih. but still, no sign of garry. look all around and in the end, we spotted him.

there he is! mr. garry!

by that time, his job almost finished and we went to eat. we picked up casper cuz everywhere we want to go seemed to be fulled or closed, so we better drive one car. garry said he wanna eat chinese food ba.. but we end up in citrus [western food]. thanks to casper suggestion. hahha.. padan muka [garry] for letting me find him so long. [jk, dun kill me lar]

garry and casper. casper shut his eyes on purpose. need to kick him.

remind me again the next time he said ice-cream is fattening.

Anyway, i enjoyed the hunting for garry moments with song and also the eating part.. muahhaha~~